I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel proud of myself, whenever a man wants to kiss me in public and show his
affection to me, which means that he is not ashamed of me but proud to be with
me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe/perceive that my partner must be ashamed of me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe/perceive that my partner is ashamed of me because of me being
overweight
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
want/need/desire for my partner to be proud of me and be proud of being with me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be afraid that my partner is ashamed of me and of being with me because I am
overweight
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel sorry for myself because I think/believe/perceive that my partner must be
ashamed of me and cannot be proud of me because I am overweight
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe/perceive that my partner cannot possibly like my body and me, and
within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be
angry with my parnter, because IIII believe that he cannot like me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
doubt my partner whenever he says that he likes me
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
want/need/desire for my partner to kiss me in public and hold my hand in
public, so that other people would see that we are a couple
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
want/need/desire for other people to know that I am in a relationship, whenever
I am in one
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel superior to the rest of the world and exhilarated, whenever I am in a
fresh relationship
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel inferior to the rest of the world, whenever I am not in a romantic
relationship
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
want/need/desire to be in a romantic
relationship, where the man will be all nice to me and gentle and hug me and
kiss me and appreciate me, instead of realising that I can give all those
things to myself
When and as I see myself wanting to be in a romantic
relationship, I stop and I breathe. I realise and understand that romantic
relationships are a preprogrammed design, made to keep me forever occupied with
finding that 'one person' who will 'make me complete', so that I wouldn't
realise that I already am complete.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
see/perceive myself as incomplete, when I am not involved in a romantic
relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe/perceive that I must be involved in a romantic relationship in
order to be seen/perceived as 'normal' in this world, and within this I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel like I'm not normal,
when I am not involved in a romantic relationship.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
attach a negative connotation to the word 'relationship'
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
separate myself from the word relationship by defining relationships as hard,
when I am in fact jealous of people who can get whomever they want because they
'look good'
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
think/believe/perceive that people who I define as good-looking have no
problems getting a partner that they want, and witihn this I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to be jealous of people whom I perceive
have no problems getting a partner that they want
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